...i would believe them to be my best friend.

if there was one actor i would love to meet, it would be him. i know it. i could never decide who i would want to be introduced to, but i know for sure i want it to be him.

unfortunately, it hurts me that i will probably never fulfill that wish. unless i can somehow meet him at a con or something... yeah. it sucks.

anyway, lately, i've been doing some drawings for my secret revenge comic and polishing the script up. i'm also going to start a huge, ongoing series of portraits on 3x5 notecards.

i bought a few movies the other day as well, adding them to my collection. they included May, P2, and Last House on the Left (the remake). movies are awesome. hahaha
(by the way: those are 3 really good movies!! even though May and P2 may not have gotten much coverage, they are GREAT. P2 is so creepy! even my one best friend, one of the pickiest people i know, liked it! )

today i watched 12 Rounds. it's really pretty good! i was all like "pfft, John Cena" before i watched it, but after i did, i really thought differently of him. he was pretty good in it. i recommend it!

i've been listening to this album all evening while i was working on a mixed media piece that i finally finished after weeks of putting it off. i will hopefully be scanning a whole bunch of new crap sometime this weekend. woo!

i have so much stuff to post. a lot of it is just crap sketches, but at the same time, i find that i come up with my best stuff when i'm just doodling. i even came up with a new character and storyline a couple weeks ago! but i'm keeping that quiet for right now.

Dirty Harry is the best character ever, i'm convinced. i think he and Brian Mills (from Taken) could be best friends. I THINK THEY SHOULD BE. 8D

ummm let's see. what else is there to update.. OH! i got my traguses pierced. in case you don't know, that's the little bumpy outcropping opposite the floppy part of your ear. whatever you know what i'm talking about. if you don't, google it. they hurt sometimes and are still healing but i'm SO IN LOVE WITH THEM. i think they're the cutest piercings i've ever had. i miss my industrial but it got snagged on stuff all the time.. these are so tucked away i could sleep on them the first night! they're the best when it comes to being out of the way. i only hit them for the first day or two. then i got used to them.

other than that, not too much. happy with how things are going socially, not so much educationally. didn't do well in my classes. failed 2, actually. well i passed one, but failed the final, so ultimately, i didn't make it. so upset about that. i was thinking about doing online classes. maybe that would work better for me.

been thinking about some pretty intense art lately.

i'm going to do some singular pieces, not comics, that revolve around emotions, mostly pain of loss and heartbreak.

i have some images thumbnailed, so i should be going with those. some may have violent images, but they're all psychologically-based.

i'm exhausted but i can't sleep and i have to leave for class at 8:30am.

classes are almost done for the quarter, then i get a week-long break. so tired..

i HAVE been working on my lesbian comic, though, that's coming along fairly well. i'm into the fourth chapter and i'm almost done doing basic outlines and pencils for that.

i need puppy kisses.

i really should be studying for my test on the digestive system tomorrow.. but i will do so in a little bit.

i'm trying to win these auctions on eBay but i keep losing.. there's a huge one coming up and i really, really would love to get it.. i set a maximum bid, so.. i guess we'll just see.

woo! just found out that my bf got the 9th off of work, so we can go to Cedar Point with my family now!!

AND i did my first digital painting!! woooo!! okay well it's practice but i like it anyway. it's my flapper character. she is sexyyy! haha. i don't feel so intimidated now! but of course, it depends on the program. i think i'll stick with Corel Painter when it comes to doing stuff like that, otherwise, i'll use Photoshop when i'm filling in panel borders and stuff.

IN OTHER NEWS, a couple weeks ago i had an AMAZING burger called the Mafia Burger, haha. it was a half-pound patty with pizza sauce, pepperoni, and pepperjack cheese. OM NOMMMM!! so good. then, the next week, i had a third-pound Jameson Burger, which was a patty that you could SMOTHER with Jameson's Irish Whiskey sauce. i sure know how to choose a meal, don't i?

PS. Clint Eastwood is a BAMF and i love him.

doesn't it suck when you're happy but you can't stop thinking about things that make you sad?

or when you see someone that you felt something for and you remember what they were like and you miss that even when you don't miss them, or want to be with them?

and when you feel lonely and like an outsider when you realize that everything that used to be the world you lived in still continued after you left?

or when you see that the person you had such strong feelings for didn't give a shit about you after they broke your heart? and that the worst part is KNOWING that they don't give a shit about you when you're sitting somewhere wishing that you would die.


i really gotta finish my rejection comic.

so think about THAT! fun stuff, i know.